Charred

I would imagine wonderland

and position him there

He is a staple to such happy existence 

One day he will learn 

One day he will see

And he'll say

Dear love, 

You were the only one I ever needed

Thank you for needing me too

One day these things will occur

and the suffering will be just

Or maybe they won't

And I'll meet a reason to burn the blueprint

And construct new structures

We needed each other for reasons unbeknown to us

And those watching

We were supposed to be messy

And go on as if that day never happened
21 alibis above sea level

As though I never lost my mind

As if holding on to you 

Was holding on to my last morsel of sanity

You stole my dreams right from beneath me

And told me that you weren't afraid of what was coming to you

That you were ready for karma

While I ran from fate

And we exist in between

More honestly, less jealously 

Completely out of control 

And without purpose

But just enough to

Calm heartache

Until it flares up again

-Roni I'naru